End Song – Julia Martin

I found myself in people and

the girls I claimed to love.

I threw my fits and skipped my class

and I almost gave it up.

I gave you all I had. I tried

to take it back, at times,

and I wouldn’t now

if I had the choice. And I

walked in an angel and

came out a sinner.

But God, I fucking did it. I

made it through the winter.

And every time

I thought I was alone,

You pulled me out

And showed me I was home.

Late night meetings,

but can’t open my eyes.

Shit talk addiction,

let’s go on a drive.

YouTube in my living room;

Ran out of my good shampoo;

Breakfast in the afternoon.

There’s a party, can I come too?

There’s a party, could we come too?

Should I take an edible or smoke a bowl?

I find myself where I found you,

finding myself where I find you.